ALL SHE WANTED
By: Aphrodite Jones
The
book is inspired by the story of a girl named Teena Brandon Renage, who was
born in Lincoln, Nebraska December 12, 1972. Her mother named JoAnn Brandon and
her father was named Patrick. Her father had died in a car accident eight
months before she was born. Teena also has a 3 year old sister is on it, named
Tammy. They stay at grandmother’s home (JoAnn’s Mom) at Pine Acre Mobile Home
Park in Lincoln. Since childhood Teena already experiencing difficulties in
life because from birth she had not had a father. And the twists and turns of her
journey to success is long. Understandably, as a father figure is needed in a
leader and as a family breadwinner. Their lives are very short actually, but
they all should be able to make up the difference. Her mother worked as a clerk
at a retail store in Lincoln women to provide for the family. At that time,
Teena was 3 years old and Tammy 6-year-old.
In
1975, JoAnn married a
man named Jug. Actually
she does not love Jug and do not want to
marry him. But this is all done for the sake
of their children, so that
they feel and have
a father figure to
guide and provide for their
lives. A father figure
is important when
they are young and need affection from both
parents. Teena and Tammy are very happy to
see their mother remarried, the
Jug was very fond of Teena and
Tammy like a child
of their own. They also become a close knit family and often spend time together to
play and go on
vacation. Unfortunately, in 1980
JoAnn and Jug
divorced because they
feel better to be friends. Fortunately, they have no children of this
marriage because JoAnn did not want to have
children of Jug.
Teena is very sad to see her
mother and Jug divorced. And she also realized
that Jug is not
her biological father, and she had lost two fathers meant
in her life. Although JoAnn feel happy
and free after
divorcing Jug, but she also feels difficulty in her life because
she had not
worked. She was
afraid her life will be hard
as before. However, Tammy and Teena compiled by the Social Security in their country and
met their needs ranging
from day-to-day living
needs to the needs of the school. They also
stayed back at his
grandmother's house in Lincoln
since Jug also
has sold the house they shares with the time. Although divorced, Jug
keep visiting Tammy
and Teena and
occasionally took them out and play
together.
Teena and Tammy was entering the school. They
are enrolled in primary school in
Lincoln Pius High
School. Since childhood, Teena
already looks tomboyish,
very different when compared with Tammy is so
feminime. She was
also wearing a school uniform
with a more masculine
style like men. Tammy
always use make-up
when going to
school, while Teena
was not. In everyday
Teena was prefer to use the shirt, training pants, and
men's socks. Tammy
prefer to use a floral dress or skirt and socks colorful.
Teena was a hair
short like men,
while Tammy with long hair. JoAnn
was free to let
her two children grow and express themselves in
accordance with their respective
interests. About school, JoAnn
was never worried because her two children are students who excel
in school and
have higher value
compared to other students.
When
entering puberty, Teena met with Sara Gapp in basketball
game at Santa Teresa. Santa Teresa
is Teena’s school
rival in junior high school, Santa
Marry. But it
all does not deter
Teena and walked
over Sara to introduce herself. Sara has long
black hair, brown eyes and has a natural
beauty. Shortly, Teena
see Sara as
a model in a
magazine. They also start a chat with a
very serious and
Sara feel comfortable
sharing stories with Teena. They talked
about themselves, their mothers, schools,
and others. From the that discussion they became
very close and
eventually became a friend.
Teena
had worked part-time at McDonald's as a waitress. It's all she's doing to
sufficient her needs of life and her familiy at once ease the burden of her
mother. In addition to the Mcdonald's, Teena also worked at a restaurant owned
by the parents of Sara and also worked as a seller purifier room. At the age of
18 years old or at the time of Teena graduated from high school, she aspires to
be an artist. None of the support and trust of its intention, including her
best friend Sara. They consider Teena was not talented to be an artist because
of her performance is cool, tomboyish, and not as an artist. In fact, she wants
to achieve success by being a great film player and well-known and improve the lives of their families to be
better. However, only the closest people underestimate and do not have the
support of none.
Teena started thinking how
so she could be an artist . She does not care about what other people who can
only underestimate her desire , she kept trying to go to any lengths . Suddenly
she thought would follow the casting of the film, but as a male role . Because she
felt more comfortable if she acts as the male, look very tomboyish appearance
and masculine . She utilizes the tomboyish appearance as selling her to become
an artist . Maybe that she felt better , than if she had to act as a beautiful
woman who certainly required to look feminine , sexy , and luxurious like
Hollywood actresses . She feels it's not her actual identity . Without
hesitation she began to emphasize looks just like the men and began to look for
casting . She was informed that there was a producer and director who was
searching for a player in the movie " Boys Do not Cry " . Teena
immediately took the opportunity to try casting the title role in the film . She
uses the name Brandon is a man to play a role in the casting .
Brandon is very charming and
very good acting in the film casting . Silently turns her save her acting
talent and could conquer the producer and director in the film. She can also
beat another casting participants even experienced artist . Surprisingly ,
there is no single person who thinks Brandon that it is a female. Finally ,
Brandon was accepted as the main character in the movie " Boys Do not Cry
" directed by Kimberly Peirce and co-star Lana Tisdel . Brandon tried our
best plays that role , because this is her first film and thanks to this film she
could fulfill her desire to be an actress . She was able to demonstrate to her
mother , Tammy , and Sara about her dream that never underestimated this can be
achieved . Brandon appearance unexpectedly and Lana in the film attracted the
attention of many people and sold in the market , so the film was nominated for
an Academy Award in the arena . Brandon did not think that hard work and
totality in acting could make this film a success . In fact , Brandon came out
as winners Oscar in the Academy Award and Lana Tisdel entered as a nominee
.
Success was achieved by Teena now, despite
having to change herself as a man. The
strangeness began happening,
she felt like being a man and a sex change
surgery. She also
now has a
relationship with co-star, Lana
Tisdel without knowing Brandon that it was a woman. It is already known by JoAnn, Tammy,
and Sara. On the
one hand they are happy because
Teena has succeeded
in realizing its goals and
achieve success as an artist, but sad on the one hand they want
to hear Teena genital surgery to be a
man in pursuit of success.
JoAnn strongly disagree with her
relationship with Lana and forbade her
daughter to a sex change. But Teena insisted on
operations and achieve
what she wants. Tammy and Sara tried hard
to prevent even
daring to tell Lana
that Brandon was
a woman. Lana did
not believe in their words
and consider it only
as a joke. Lana
still loves Brandon
until whenever even
they are plan to get married. JoAnn began confused
and depressed, even
assume that her
daughter is a lesbian. Joann was asked and Teena still deny that she was not a
lesbian and just want to be a man.
Brandon and Lana are getting
closer and have longer relationship. Now they are friends with former
convict John L.
Lotter (John) and
Martin Thomos (Tom).
They often spend
time together with
play, leisure, and
other activities that
young children usually
do. At Christmas,
they spend Christmas together in a hotel room. Suddenly there
was a shooting incident that killed several people,
including Brandon and her two friends were. Circumstances
became more chaotic there, God knows who the
shooter was and what its purpose he
did the shooting. Many police came to settle
this case and
keep track of who was responsible.
At the time of identification of the victim, then it was
revealed that Brandon was a woman.
JoAnn Brandon publish to
the media about her
daughter who won an Oscar Academy Award, Brandon was a woman.
She tells that
her real name was Teena Brandon. Many
people who do not think why Brandon
was willing to be a man, including Lana. Currently
Brandon Teena was
buried in Lincoln Memorial
Cemetry in Lincoln,
Nebraska. This murder
case will continue
to be investigated and disclosed by the police
and perpetrators and
punished in accordance with applicable law.
After
a
police investigation, was caught Nissen
and Lotter. Nissen
has accused Lotter doing murder. Nissen claimed
to be a supporter in the murder case. Nissen testified
that Lotter inappropriate
sentenced to life in prison. Lotter continues to deny
Nissen's testimony, the judge decided Lotter guilty
of Teena’s murder and received the
death penalty. Lotter and Nissen appealed their
case. In September
2007, Nissen pulled back testified
against Lotter. He
claimed that he
was the only person who shoot Teena and Lotter had not commited the
murders.
Unit 3: Benefit / Experiences
a.
How
do feel about the book?
Story in this book is very sad,
because from birth Teena had no father. Although her mother married again so
that her two children have a father figure, but it does not last long and
enduring. After 5 years of marriage, JoAnn divorced from Jug. This makes Teena
sad and realize that Jug is not her biological father. I am proud to see Teena
persistence in achieving success, but the wrong way. She was determined to
change her gender as male in order to achieve even more success. because
previously she had played in her first film as a man. Teena has been successful
at the time as an artist and make her
family happy, she had to die because of shot. Indeed a very inspiring
story, a bit odd, and sad.
b.
What
does the book teach you?
The lesson I got from this book is
that we must to
be as strong like Teena in the face of life's difficulties. And we must have the
courage to get up and change our
lives for the better. We must be
brave and earnest
in reaching our goals and achieve success, but
it must be the right way and makes sense.
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